I love you guys, truely

How is everyone been up to?
Well, I notice everyone is in bad shape. Bad luck and all.
Some need time to stay emo
Everyone derserve their own time to be emo
But if you need me, I will be there for everyone
I am damn good in motivating peopleXD
Even if I am emo sometimes, I just need to "Suck it all up and continue"Life needs to go on so we shall stay positive okay?
Sometimes in life, we will not know what will happen the very next day
There is an important lesson to learn, "Live to the fullest"

This is a song dedicated to all of my BBFs out there
"I will be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven" (Your Guardian Angel, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)

Hope you all are well, take care and I love you all :)
Sincerly,
Elle

I am a Junkie, Adrenaline Junkie

Okay, so I shall spill a little information on myself and I have to admit, I am a junkie

Yes, I do take the hard stuff like the usual heroin and coke and... Nah, I am kidding.
Junkie is actually someone that is addicted to something and usually it refers to drug addicts but I am so not one of them
I am on the other hand, Adrenaline Junkie
Someone who is really addicted to this thrilling activity just to get the adrenaline rush.
Can you imagine blood pumping into all parts of your body and you even get the out of the body feeling.
Totally awesome
If it is possible, I really want to get the out of the body feeling

The feeling of trance

Some of the activities include sky diving, cycling on rocky places (especially the "grand canyon" in USA), bungee jumping and roller coasters plus others, you get what I am trying to say. This is my dreams to visit and do crazy adrenaline rush activities in the future.
I cannot explain it but I do want to do it again and again

Here are some my amateur attempts to be a pro Adrenaline Junkie in the future

I know it look like amateur adrenaline junkie, but hey, there is always a starting point

The speed for the Genting Highland Space Shot is 67km/h and the height is 185 feet so I think I pass the test of pretty awesome intense rides! I wont mind doing it for a millions times

 See that I am totally enjoying the killer ride while I put my hands up =)

You do need to notice the fact while others is gripping on the safety handle so tightly when the ride is still on, I even have the chance to "peace"

You see now how disturbed I am to be addicted to sick and thrilling adventures.

Well, I am still a learner now as I am trying my very best to improve my stamina by running each time I get the chance.

To all Adrenaline Junkies out there who loves the feeling of this and willing to do sick and heart dropping activities with me, do leave me a message^^

Let's go insanely crazy

Till next time, chao~ 

Hospital Blues

The awkward  moment...

Hospital are usually crowded and yes, I spend almost 4 hours yesterday just to complete the whole medical check up. (btw, the check-up is not for me) I am not saying anything about the medical check up as what I really want to explain is the weird moment...

Waiting for hours is not a problem but the weird thing you see there provide you with some great insights.
The "AWW..." moment when you saw a little boy being so nice by pushing his father in the wheel chair...
The you have the loving and devoted wife who accompany the husband in pain during check up.
The you see the "auntie" (with branded bags and i-pad) playing Bejewel on her i-pad?
4 hours of Bejewel? Seriously?
I thought adults use i-pad to read the news or do some adult activity like trading shares but Bejewel? Really?

Then here comes the awkward moment.

I was waiting in the waiting room and I notice 2 grown adult watching TV
(There is only 3 people in the X-ray room. Who want to be in X-ray waiting room, right? Lot's of radiation)

Then I notice this

This two adults is actually watching "CARTOON"

The animation of the cartoon is almost like the "Teletubbies"

The I notice I was not interested to watch cartoon at all but this adults.

I was like "AWW..."

How sweet and innocent like a child

I remember how innocent we are when we are a child and I do believe everyone sometimes seek some time alone to be like a child again. So pure and innocent

But I need to admit the awkward moment when "Adults watch CARTOONS"

This picture is the result of boredom after hours in hospital

It was really a trip to the hospital that got me thinking and reflecting myself. 

Swt, when everyone is busy doing everything, I was busy observing everyone doing everything!

Till next time, chao~

My True Love

I have a confession to make
Yes, this had been bothering me for a very long time but I need to say it out.
Even if nobody is listening, I need to express.
The feeling you have when you saw someone that make you feel the urge to protect.
It is just like a delicate little flower, so fragile that you are so afraid to even hurt this person.

Yes, my love Sean, you are great and you do accompany to thick and thin time.
Even if I hurt you with my bad skills before
You are awesome even if you need a lot of money to maintain and boy, oh boy, you surely eat a lot

There is even once when there is only two of us on the road
(Well, we got lost and almost happen to end up in Alor Gajah. I have great tendency to get lost) and it is late at nigth and the shine you gave out gives me comfort that you will always be here for me
Holding you gives me confidence

 Sean a.k.a M**1187

Sorry that I caused you to got a bad scar,
I will drive properly next time but you need to admit that you do consume a lot of petrol!
JKJK

Your color is black
You are really smooth and shinny and the amazing thing is that the seat is modified into a sports car style seat.
The fastest I went with Sean is 110km/h as I never drive on highways before but legend (according to my brother) said this Proton Wira once race and overtake a new Mitsubishi before?

He is the greatest car that anyone can have.
A loyal friend and faithful company.
Love ya

Ich liebe dich!

Farewell as our BFF is Abducted by Aliens!

Once upon a time in a land far away...
The devil was unleash and the seal is broken...
Hell breaks lose and....
Okay, i shall cut the crap and just say "I am back.. to write and spread more crap on this already crappy world".
Nah, I am kidding. Just notice that it is time to write again and friends are writing now.
Amazing, huh? Yes, I mean You, YW and MC too.
So now that I am back, I do need to admit I am feeling a great sense of loss. The reason is today is the day that our little cute, Sharon will be separated from us.

Let's me introduce the most cute and amazingly playful little girl in our crazy wolfpack
Yes, her her name is Sharon and the thing about her is that she look unsuitable for her age.
How can a little 12 year old girl got accepted to a Uiversity in Cyberjaya?
She may look like a little girl but her thinking and maturity level is even more higher than me.
Very responsible and rasional but do enjoy to let herself loose and get crazy with us sometimes.
She can be described as
*Sweet and caring
*Artistic godess
*Blurr in a cute way
*She loves Korea and this ranges from food, culture and especially cute guys
*Really make a nice bully victim for me (so true)
*The thing about her is she is like a mother in our wolf pack. In any outing, she will constantly remind us on safety and healthy lifestyle and food
*She love cute guys and it is an added advantage if that guys knows how to play the piano (shoot, did i accidentally promoter her?)

With this, we shall cut our hands and bleed and then drink each other blood like blood sisters...
Hahaha...
Well, we kind of did that but instead we drink red sparkling juice. Well, it is close enough to me.

I come to realise that everyone is heading towards their own direction and this never hit me before because my friends are in From 6 (hometown) before.
(As for friends that already left hometown, I miss you guys!)
But now when they are actually packing their bags and leaving, it hit me.
Poor me.... Still in my hometown...
Well, it is okay as it is a part of life and I am back to constantly reminding myself to live today to the fullest. No regrets in the future!
Do not procrastinate.
So if you want to sing? Go ahead. 
Design? Go ahead.
Join the war? Go ahead.
Smoke weed? Go ahead.
 Burn some random people house? Go ahead. (Well, I am obviously joking in the last few statement)

So, I sat and think hard and finally I have a message for Sharon...
It will be a touching message from me... *(sad music)

Take care of youself so you will not get kidnap by ALIENS again!
Yup, that is pretty much about it. *(flat music) I hope my sense of humour will guide you and accompany you through life in Cyber!

-XOXO-

Random Photos

Just out of randomness
Just want to share these picture for fun
It is my very own images
Canon Pixma is the name of the doll and it represent me
Going places and exploring
The world is not a cold dead place and we should look around if we are still alive
Canon Pixma went to Singapore recently and have a chance to look around Marina Bay
When Canon Pixma is 21years, she will definitely went inside the casino
I cannot take my own picture so Canon Pixma will be me
Marina Bay is a luxury place and the casino is even bigger than Genting Highland
Looking at LV, Gucci, Prada, Ferari, Doir, Emporio Armanishops make me feel depressed
Why? because when i ask myself, i know i will not walk in this branded shop
Damn expensive
It will never be mine T_T
So high class

Jusco n Vanilla Twilight ....

Okay, hello again

So since it is after examinations, I can write and I am going to write this very second. Phew, after one long week for exams it is finally time to let our hair down and relax. So what is the thing I am going to write today… hmm

So after thinking for hours on what to write I finally decide to write a little bit on my thoughts and feelings. I don’t think anyone will read my blog anyway…. Nah, just write for fun….

I am a person that will have problems to express my true self. Maybe it is because I have total different interest compared to others. I like thing that are less like by people and I sometimes will hate popular things in terms of music, taste, fashion and etc.

 I love the night. I love the night most and I love it more than day, beautiful snow, autumn or what so ever.

I am an ex promoter from Jusco aka Aeon Bandaraya Melaka and Jusco Melaka. Damn, I love Jusco…

Too much memories and I swear I will go back there and work if I had the time and chance… hmm…

Maybe I can write about Jusco next time.

It is not important but after months working there I found a beautiful place. Many people who had been to Jusco will think that that most beautiful place is the GARDEN. Here is the picture of the Garden

The Garden

Roof of The Garden

The Garden at nite

Haha… nice spot for lovers

To me the garden is not the best place in Jusco because the best place is actually the 3^rd floor also known as the roof carpark. Not much people know as they did not take their time to see and admire the beauty up there. Only few workers know that place

I had been there alone before in the day and even in the night looking into the city and that huge ‘lonkang’. I was all alone at that place and a very lonely but peaceful feeling swallowed me up…

While I was listening to Owl City-Vanilla Twilight, my heart fall… this song is so deep and beautiful

Hahaha..  This is weird because this song is about a lover who is gone or dead….

I just like some word in the song, that’s all…

“The stars lean down to kiss you and

I lie awake I miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

Coz I dose off safe and soundly

But I’ll miss your arms around me

I send a postcard to you dear

Coz I wish you were here

I watch the night turn light blue

But it is not the same without you

Coz it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn’t so bad

Till I look at my hand and feel sad

Coz these spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

I will find repose in new ways

Though I haven’t slept in two days

Coz cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I will sit on the porch all night

Waist-deep on thoughts because when I think of you

I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink I will think of you

Tonight

I will think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I will taste sky and feel alive again

I look at the world that I knew

I swear I won’t forget you

If my voice can reach back to the past

I whisper in your ears

Oh, darling I wish you were here”

It is just a song and nothing much at all… Here are some images from the carpark 

The view from carpark (3rd floor)

 

Picture from the day